I don't know why I think about

Cashing in and checking out

I don't know what there is to say

Or why my mind is bent that way

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I guess I got myself to thank

When all the poisons that I drank

Submerged for such a long, long time

Float to the surface of my mind

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I left the door open today

Afraid to close it all the way

Afraid when I got home again

I might not get back in

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There's a time when not enough

Twists itself into too much

A time when everything you lack

Starts seeping through the cracks

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And there are good days in between

But it's hard to know just what they mean

Or if the happiness is worth

Another lonely night on earth

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I let the lights burn out today

Sat and watched them fade away

With all the secrets that I keep

I sang myself to sleep